Am I Becoming Anorexic?

by Marina
(Canada)

Am I becoming anorexic? For the past two months I've been feeling so ugly and fat. Everytime I look in the mirror I want to break down and cry. I wonder why these other girls so beautiful and skinny and I'm so fat.

For the past couple days I've been hearing a voice in my head when I eat, or think about eating, that says, "Don't eat that" - and I stop eating. If I do eat, then I feel so guilty and sick afterwards.

I also have been cutting myself on my arm when I feel the worst about my looks. I know I'm pretty, but most days I don't feel that way. I want to be skinny and super pretty.

I hate when my friends say I'm skinny. I just want them to shut up and let me not eat. I want to feel better :( Do you think I'm becoming anorexic?

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