Anorexia Reflections

Anorexic Male - Am I the only guy who thinks I'm fat?

by Juddyo Roy
(Australia)

Hey, I'm an anorexic male and am 16 years old. Am I the only guy who thinks I'm fat? I have always been self conscious about my looks and body. I was always the kind of kid what got bullied from being different and for being myself.

Ever since the start of this year (2011) I have been looking at Google images of anorexic people and think they look beautiful. Looking at them makes me look so fat!

Some days I feel fat, some days I feel skinny. I have a huge mirror in my bedroom and stare at myself for ages. I have even spent hours staring at this disgusting fat body of mine. My ribs, my hip bone, collar bone, shoulder blades etc stick out.

It just isn't good enough, so that is why I experimented bulimia. I made myself spew all the time when I went for my jogs daily. I haven't been for a jog for over a month and now I feel heavy and fat again.

I know I have an issue, but I an not going to let that ruin my life. Being thin is life, being fat is death. Thanks for reading.

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